Merry Christmas! I can't
believe it has been 2 years since Ryan's transplant. He has done exceptionally well, he is truly our Christmas miracle.
He brings so much love, joy and fun to our lives every day. This time of year really is a time to be
with family and we are so blessed to have our three children. Not a day goes by that we don't say Thank You God for
these wonderful little miracles you have blessed us with.
Please say a special prayer for Ryan's
donor and family they are always in our hearts and prayers.
May you all have a very Merry Christmas
and a Happy and Healthy new year.
Happy Thanksgiving! Wow time passes quickly! Ryan is doing so good. He is eating, gaining weight and just being
a regular kid. He is talking so much he says everything in full sentences. He loves his cars, he plays with them
all day long. Lightning McQueen is his hero!!
We have so much to be Thankful for. We are so thankful for
our 3 children that they are all healthy and happy. We are so very thankful to Dr Kim and the transplant team for saving
Ryan's life and allowing us to have this precious little boy in our lives. We are forever grateful to the donor
family who made that difficult decision in such a horrible time in their lives to donate their childs organs. That
truly unselfish gift saved our son and they are always in our prayers. Thanks to our family and friends for all their
prayers.... they were heard! May you all have a very Happy Thanksgiving
8-28-07 Well, Ryan has had some time to heal and is doing
great. He is taking his meds for me all the time even when he is asleep! Rich said he looks like a little baby bird
when he takes his pm meds because he truly is asleep but he feels the syringe and starts sucking it! He is just
so cute!
From a CF standpoint we have had a minor setback. He has
Pseudomonas which is a bug in his lungs that only bothers kids with CF. Pseudomonas is found in water, dirt, food...
basically it is everywhere and doesn't bother the general public, we are able to fight it off. So, this means that he
is on Cipro 2 times a day for 14 days and TOBI which is an inhaled nebulized med 2 times a day for 28 days. It is not
so easy to get a busy toddler to sit still with a nebulizer for 20 minutes twice a day! I try to do it while he is sleeping
which works great at night but if he decides not to nap in the day it is tough. But, overall he has been doing fairly
well with it. He doesn't have a cough or runny nose so very thankfully they do throat cultures on him and Kayla every
3 mos and that's how it was discovered.
On a different note, I had a conversation with someone in the "Medical field" today that is very well versed about the different
hospitals that do transplants and let me just say that someone up above was watching over my child when we got the OK to go
to Boston. I am so very thankful for the people there and how very dedicated they are to my son. I don't think
I realized all the work post transplant and how extremely important it is to have such close contact with your transplant
center. I talk to or get emails from someone there on the team at least once a wk. They are a HUGE part of Ryan's
care still. They call the shots pretty much as far as labs and his prograf. I send them pictures or funny stories
of Ryan and you know they are happy to hear about him. When I went there for his ostomy procedure the nurse manager
took me into her office to show me pics of Ryan by her computer! I mean, they KNOW him. Unfortunately, not all
centers sound as organized, involved and easily available to talk with as others. So, Thank You God for taking
such good care of us and putting us where we were meant to be.
8-2-07 Tonight Ryan and I are spending the night at All Childrens
because in the morning he is going to have his GTube site closed up!! Wah Hoo. Well, actually it started
a little over a wk ago, Ryan pulled out his mic-key button so we left it out. He has been taking all his meds by mouth
for a little while now and he does great. He is also still eating very good and gaining weight so there really is no
need anymore for it. The problem is, it is not closing completely on it's own. It has been leaking a little here
and there but the major problem is his Prograf level (anti rejection med) is very low so he could go into rejection.
So, needless to say Dr Reinstein got us in here asap to have it closed surgically. This is the first time in his life
that he doesn't have any tubes,lines, ostomy etc. He truly is a miracle!!!
7-1-07 Ryan is doing great since his surgery and being back
home. He had labs done and everything looked good and for the first time we can go a month without more labs!
Finally a little break for him which is so nice. He is enjoying the summer and loves the beach and pool. Life
is so much easier without his ostomy. We still have many oral meds, inhaler (albuterol), nebulizer (pulmozyme)
along with chest PT but he does pretty good with everything. The next thing I will have to start working on is getting
him to take ALL his meds by mouth and not through his g-tube. If I can acomplish this we can have the g-tube taken out
because he doesn't use it for feeds, only meds. That will be nice because I think it bothers him. He pulls
at it sometimes to the point he gets it bleeding.
We got him some underwear (Cars and Diego) which he likes
to wear during the day and a little potty chair. He even looks cute sitting on the potty!! He hasn't done anything
yet but at least he is showing interest. He is also counting! He will count to six and sometimes goes to 10 and
he pronounces everything at this point so clearly, he is saying full sentences, not just words which I think is unreal
for a 2 yr old, but being his mom I think everything he does is pure genius!!
6-8-07 Well, so much to write about! We all flew
to Boston on May 4th for Ryan's surgery. We stayed at my aunt & uncles house once again! Thanks Jimmy &
Jo... we love you!! On saturday we had a huge party for Ryan's birthday! It was so nice to see everyone
and for family & friends to see how great Ryan is doing. He had such a great time, he loves being the center of
attention. Of course the theme was Ryan's favorite....Thomas & friends. It was such a great time, Thanks
to everyone for making his 2nd birthday so special.
Monday the week for Ryan began with blood work, contrast enema,
chest xray and a trip to the transplant clinic for his check up. Everything looked great so the surgery was a go. Then
on Wednesday he was admitted to Boston Children's. Rich & I both slept at the hospital and on Thursday morning he
had his surgery.
Wow, did it bring back memories... sitting there in the family
area to hear anything they could tell us.... the stress is just overwhelming. I think I blocked out how horrific it
was during the transplant, not knowing if it would even work or if he would come out alive, probably a good thing that our
brain has a way of protecting itself through denial!
Anyway, he did great through the surgery. Dr Kim said most
of the surgery was spent trying to pull down Ryan's undescended testicle (Ryan is really going to love this website someday
LOL). The connection of his bowel was easy the doctor said compared to the testicle issue. So, needless to say
Ryan has had a good amount of pain from it.
He stayed in the ICU for a couple of days which were just complete
hell because he was so uncomfortable and he developed a rash and was very itchy. It's heartbreaking when there is nothing
you can do to make it better.... something I am often faced with.
We found out that he has an allergy to the tegaderm (clear dressing
they use to cover IV's and wounds). So once we figured that out and changed all his dressings he got better and was
happier.
We were released from the hospital and stayed at Jimmy & Jo's
until the 22nd when we were allowed to fly home.
Since we've been home Ryan has done excellent. If he overdoes
it by running around too much (yeah, try telling a toddler not to do that!) then he has some pain but I can give him tylenol
and that helps. Life is so much easier without the ostomy. He is able to go swimming which he loves and we
are not constantly dealing with "the bag".
Our biggest issue outside of the pain control has been the diaper
rashes, but we can deal with those.
So right now life is good, Ryan is a very healthy, active little
boy with a huge appetite!! He eats everything and I mean EVERYTHING! He loves to eat and try new things.
He is running and talking up a storm, & having fun with his sisters.
He's just enjoying being a kid.
I am very blessed to be his mommy and so lucky to experience
life with him. Thank You God!!!!
5-3-07 Happy Birthday Ryan!! Ryan turned 2 today
4-23-07 Lots of things happening in Ryans little world!
We did our "Great Strides" walk on Saturday and raised $1,070 for the CF foundation. We moved to a bigger house with
a lot more space for the kids. And now it is the countdown to our upcoming trip to Boston. Ryan will have the
surgery to close his ostomy and connect his bowel...Hurray!! This is such an exciting step for us. We are all
looking forward to spending time with our family in MA and while we're there we'll be celebrating Ryan's 2nd birthday!
We will be heading up to MA on May 4th and I personally can't wait to show him off to everyone!! It is just amazing
how wonderful he looks and how much he has changed since they last saw him so this trip will be very exciting. Our family
will really see with their own eyes how powerful prayer really is.
4-4-07 Ryan is doing wonderful! He is enjoying all the spring
fun and getting ready for Easter. Friday he has a scan of his spleen to make sure it is functioning. For this
he will have an IV with a dye injection and then a scan. He's scheduled for 9:30 so please keep him in your prayers.
3-16-07 Yesterday Ryan had the CF/GI Clinic with Dr Gondor &
Dr Reinstein. It went well, his weight has stayed the same so they would like me to weigh him every 2 wks and call it
in to them. They'd like him to bulk up a little if he is going to be going into surgery, hopefully in May to have his
Ileostomy reversed. His lungs were clear and his ears looked great! So the infection is cleared up. He had
to have a culture of his sputum so I will be waiting for those results. I spoke with Boston and they are hoping to have
us come up in mid May to do the surgery, I can't wait!!
3-9-07 Ryan had a temp and was really cranky which is
not like him and he was pulling at his ears so I took him to the pediatrician and she was shocked to find he had a double
ear infection that was so bad his drums were ready to blow! So, he had a shot of rocephin and is on augmentin for 10
days. I can't imaging what his pain tolerance must be because he was just a little cranky... I'd be screaming!
3-8-07 Well, Thankfully things with Ryan have been quiet.
He's had routine labs done and all looks well. His prograf level is a little low so we are working on his dose.
He has been very healthy though, Thank You Lord! He had a little cold but is getting over it. He has just been
having fun with his sisters and learning lots of new things. He loves to go into our moon walk outside which he refers
to as "The Bouncy". He is talking so much and really is a funny kid. He has such a great personality, he's lots
of fun. His newest thing is his "knock knock" jokes, they're pretty bad but he still gets a laugh! He loves to
dance which he did tonight at Ashley's school for a family night they had, he had so much fun, he really thought he was a
big shot. He dances and sings pretty much all day, mostly to the wiggles. It is so amazing to watch this
little miracle child in his day to day routine, learning, growing and enjoying life. We are so lucky to have him :)
2-15-07 More labs for Ryan today. He did fine but my
poor mom came in and it just broke her heart I knew she was crying and trying not to let me or Ryan know, I
felt so bad. They draw the blood from a vein in his head because his tiny veins in his arms and feet are so worn down
from all the past draws and he has really "good" veins in his scalp, so it is pretty traumatic to watch. But, Ryan is
such a trooper that once it's over, he is fine. His labs look good his Iron is still a little low but coming up with
the new iron med he's on.
On another note he had a great Valentines day. He went to
a party at Ashley's school and made a pig of himself with all the sweets! This boy can eat!! Which is SUCH a miracle...
we didn't know if he would EVER eat, now we don't know if he'll ever stop!! He really loves his food and I really love
watching it. Last night he went to one of our playgroup playdates and he really enjoyed himself. He thought he
was so cool running around, playing & dancing it was just so nice to watch. Thank You God!!!
2-7-07 Ryan finished his course of Flagyl and it really helped
him. He is doing so good right now. He is just growing and changing and learning so fast it is amazing.
He is saying sentences now like "Look at me Kayla", "I go see nee" (my mom), "I want it" which is just about everything he
sees!! He loves to play with his sisters, climb, dance and he has this contagious laugh that just cracks you up when
he starts. He loves to eat, in fact he does it just about all day long! He will walk out to the kitchen and go
in the cabinet and point and tell me exactly what it is that he wants... soup, cracker, Doritos...yes Doritos! He loves
them and if I don't jump up and get these requested items for him he brings them to me. I took him shopping the other
day and he pointed out soup, cookies, cheese... next shopping trip he is staying home! I'm just so happy to update that
hs is doing great. He is such a joy. I thank God every night for Ryan, Ashley & Kayla.
1-29-07 About a week or so ago Ryan was having a hard time
sleeping. He would wake out of a sound sleep with lots of gas and he was in pain. I tried mylicon drops which
did nothing. I spoke with Dr. Kamin over the weekend and he said it was probably a bacterial overgrowth in his intestine
and then I remembered that he had this once before and all the symptoms were the same.. increased ostomy output with an unusual
odor and gas and just overall hard to settle. So, we put him on a 7 day course of Flagyl, hopefully this will do the
trick but already he seems a little better, he slept better last night too.
1-26-07 Ryan is feeling much better, the tamiflu worked well
on him. He has his appetite back and is full of energy once again. He had labs on Wednesday which came back looking
good. His prograf level was a little high so we've decreased the dose. He also had his synargis shots (to
prevent RSV) the same day as the labs.. poor little guy!! He had a rough morning that day. He kept yelling "all
done" again and saying "door, car" He just wanted to get out of there, I can't blame him.
I did get his throat culture results today which showed "Seratia"
which is a bug that he always carries. Nothing to worry about and not anything to even treat. I am very grateful
that he does not have Pseudomonas again!! He'll probably have to have labs drawn again next week to check that the prograf
level is ok. But, all in all he is doing very good
1-18-07 Ryan and Kayla had their CF/GI clinic today and it
went awesome! Both have gained weight. Ryan is up to 23 1/4 lbs and is 31 inches long. His lungs sounded
clear and both the pulmonologist and GI doc were very happy with him. They were all laughing at his growth. His
sats were 99-100% and it was decided that he is looking and sounding so good that they will hold off his chest xray.
He did have a culture of his sputum to determine what bugs are in his lungs (this is normal for CF kids to have done) and
hopefully there will be no pseudomonas knock on wood. So it was a good visit and he doesn't have to go back for 2 months.
Also, his prograf level came back perfect, this is his immunosuppresant drug so we will keep the dose right where it is.
He is still feeling achy from the flu and is cranky at times and clingy but is slowly getting his appetite back.
1-17-07 Today has been an eventful day! Ryan
had a fever last night or 102 and just all around miserable. We were scheduled for labs this morning which we have every
2 wks sometimes every week depending on his prograf levels. I spoke to the transplant team and they had me get our usual
labs along with cultures then we had to go to the pediatrician to have him checked out. She did a nasal culture which
came out positive for Influenza A! Poor baby. So he is on Tamiflu for 5 days. Tomorrow will be another full
day. We have to head down to All Childrens for both Ryan and Kayla's CF/GI clinic. They want Ryan to have a chest xray
tomorrow as well. Today Ryan found a new way to break our hearts while having his labs... he said "Mama I cry"
Oh the tears on him :( But as Ryan always does.. he did just fine.
I got the results back from his biopsies which showed NO REJECTION!
Wah hoo but it did show inflammation in his intestine that pathology has determined is an eosinophil issue. Boston's
pathologist will review it further to determine if this could be eosinophil esophogitis.
1-12-07 Ryan had his upper GI and ileoscopy with biopsies
today. The doctor said that everything looked good. The upper GI showed no problems but the lower showed a little
inflammation which he thinks is just due to irritation from his stoma. They took biopsies to be certain and the results
should be in on Tuesday.
He did very well but it really wiped him out for the rest of the
day. I just feel so bad because now that he's a little older he understands what's going on. As soon as the nurse
comes into the room Ryan yells "all done" which just breaks my heart. But, Ryan is such a strong little guy and as always
he did great!
The nurses were all coming in and out to see him and laugh at how
big he's gotten. They were calling him "chunky monkey" which was music to my ears!! They remember him before the
transplant and how malnourished he had been so it was great to see how amazed they were at "our" little miracle!
1-10-07 We did another hemocult of Ryan's ostomy output and
it was still positive for blood so he is scheduled for an ileoscopy and an upper GI (scope of his intestine to see where the
blood is coming from) on Friday. This will be done in St. Pete at All Children's. Please keep him
in your prayers!
1-4-07 Ryan had lab work which he usually has once
a wk. So far all his labs look very good. He had some blood in his ostomy output so we need to test that another
time and if it is still positive he may have to go for another scope, the blood could be due to the iron he's on so I have
to hold the iron and then do the culture.
1-3-07 Ryan's new website is launched!